Monday, July 04, 2005

The Solitude of Retail

[Listening to: Gouge Away [*] - Papa Roach - lovehatetragedy [Bonus Tracks] (02:08)]

Yeah, I know first post in a bit and Its to return to the world a bit broken inside again. I think the whole appeal of the retail thing has just about come to an end. Really it's been gone for a while, but it was the people who I worked with that made it seem not so bad...things change. People are gone, new people are present, environment has changed, family life has changed an social situation has somewhat changed.

In all honesty I've made some good friends working, one who pisses me off because I can't even seem to step into the doorway of his house (yeah friendly, huh? Says it's a family thing), another who seems more like a role model to me no matter how manipulative she is, and another to who people claim is like my before picture these are just a few of the more recent ones.

I wish for better days and I hope a year from now for this to be my Independence Day.