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Ugh...Retail

I just woke from a nightmare of customers chasing me...This bloody retail thing is eally starting to get to me. It's eating away at my core.

Heart to heart

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Eminem - Like Toy Soldiers

Have I found my spirit?

The vision and hearing of Grandmother Owl is
very powerful. Those with this medicine are
can be gifted with the ability to see into the
human psychic and become clairvoyant listeners.
Owl often visits those who are teachers,
therapists and counselors. As a guide, the owl
teaches us to see and hear past shadows, beyond
fear and darkness, though to the other side
that promises light, happiness and knowledge.


Owl's Wisdom Includes:


Stealth


Secrecy


Silent and swift movement


Seeing behind masks


Keen sight


Messenger of secrets and omens


Shape-shifting


Link between the dark, unseen world and the world
of light


Comfort with shadow self


Moon magick


Freedom


The owl, whose large eyes peering through the
darkness can see any deception. He is always
wary of those who he does not feel completely
close to (which is not many). The owl is a
loner. Call on him if you think people are
keeping the truth from you. He will be able to
open your eyes.



Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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Oooo..you lie!

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star. You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight. You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party. Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty. Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Planet Are You From?

What's your Elemental Soul?

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

I miss doing these

You are 80% Virgo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Oddity

Anyone ever hear of an issue with your recent post listing in your blogger profile and W.Bloggar ?

Looking into Issues

So there are a few issues with the site, some that I should be able to fix and others that are just out of my hands. We'll see what can be done.

Blog Problems

[Listening to: bad (tag team remix) - Michael Jackson - Not Guilty - Special Fan Edit (04:14)]

So, of course since I'm in the the whole coding mood and been working on getting back into my php stuff, I decided to play with the blog and I've discovered a slight issue with the archive pages and hopefully I can fix it.

Hint: Go to the indiviual post pages and you should see the prob.

The New Screen Savers

[Listening to: Like Toy Soldiers - Eminem - Encore Disc 1 (04:57)]

More stuff to update with...but have to comment

Gag...

First thing to note, How can you not find it sad/funny, that G4's Kevin P. anti-fan site, is G4 itself?
Originally, the link redirected you to G4's start page. Now if you check it out, there's apparently a Photoshop Challenge to show how much you hate him being one of The Screen Savers new hosts. Some confidence the network has, setting him up to fry for their idiocy of letting go people like Yoshi and new addition Alex from the network.

I tried to watch the show, I really did, but I had to keep changing the channel until either Kevin Rose or Sarah spoke.
I'm starting to think the only reason Kevin Mitnick was one the very first ep with the new hosts was to give the viewers an actually reason to watch.

I've been meaning to post for a while

[Listening to: Mosh - Eminem - Encore Disc 1 (05:18)]

So yeah, lots of **** has been going on recently. Y'know life is speeding past my eyes.

So...on Saturday I ran into the strange guy that lives on the second. Why is he strange? For one apparently I'm one of the few people he talks to, I never seem to start these conversation. The gruffy guy is rather well-spoken, but these conversations... "Hi..Some Weather we're having right now, it seems to be having an affect on people....Just came from the Laundromat and these people had all these stone faces....Have you ever tried....Y'know that there aren't any Middle Eastern stores in the, uhh..immediate area...Have you been to the..."

Black Friday Aftermath

[Listening to: Just Lose It - Eminem - Encore Disc 1 (04:09)]

Can't...think...must..post..later

Happy Turkey Day

[Listening to: Jigga What/Faint - Jay-Z And Linkin Park - Collision Course (03:31)]

Wishing all the best, fill your belly and get some rest. Oh yeah...enjoy what you have and be thankful for those you have in your life. You never know

When the fox is around...

Yeah I've been testing with my new broswer and only major problem right now seems to be with the iframes of my little messaging area.

Moblog is being worked

It's being updated.

The First rule of Mah-Jong Fight Club...

[Listening to: 99 Problems (Linkin Park Remix) - Jay-Z - Jay-Z VS. Linkin Park (03:51)]

..Is you do not talk about Mah-Jong Fight Club.

Yeah, I'm in that state of mind again. Although, I'm kinda curious as to how a Fight Club game has actually come out.

I'm pretty much drooling over the possiblity of owning Sony's technological marvel, too bad I have to wait the Q1 '05 for it to launch. Although I'll hang back some, heh I'll do my regular(odd) thing and buy my Must-have games first. That a Memory Stick and maybe an extra battery.

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Running FireFox 1.0 and testing styles

[Listening to: Rock Star (Nevins Classic Club Blaster) - N.E.R.D. - In Search Of... (07:43)]

Ok so It appears that it's displaying semi-off, but not any worse than what I've had to deal with while fighting over how the blogger bar blocks text.


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So digging through my draw

[Listening to: Oaktown - MC Hammer - The Funky Headhunter (04:17)]

I'm finding some of the stuff that I've been lookig for...of course the borrowed T.M. Revolution cd is still unaccounted for..

Fixed

[Listening to: I Love Your Smile - Shanice - Inner Child (04:19)]

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Make it Better..

[Listening to: Harder Better Faster Stronger - Daft Punk - Discovery (03:42)]

Yes I've got the bug to, well fix the layout bug.

The cops are coming for ya

[Listening to: Easy Breezy - Utada - EXODUS (04:03)]

Be warned - for those offended by foul language this is not your post

Yes the idiots on my block are out again in force. To think if I hadn't been waiting on this idiot taking up space to move so I could park...forget it.
So on my way home I notice the cops are zipping around through the blocks, at this time of night that's nothing new. You're stupid if you get caught. Anyway while I'm sitting in my car, double-parked, reading a bit from a book I had on me a cruiser zooms by. Two minutes later another cruiser and an ambulance go by. Of course I'm curious and watch on a few minutes later I see a group of about twenty start crossing over to the public school, all of the sudden both of cruisers have cirlced back around and start to cut off the group, who have by now started to run back across the street. As the last make it across an undercover car drives by and blocks of another part of the block. At this point the group starts breaking up as the cops start getting out of the cars, but they're all hanging out on the block. A few run around the corner, but one decides to run back around and dig into garbage, the punk throws a glass bottle half-way down the block at the cops and runs back around the corner for a minute. He has the balls to walk back around corner again like he didn't do anything. He and about four of his friends start cross the street and walking down the next block then walk back a bit a say something at which point now they really start moving. Why? An officer and four undercovers are following them.

Ever hear a cop call someone a "Fucking Pussy" and feel like yelling Yeah! ?

Bittorrent is threat...

[Listening to: EXODUS '04 - Utada - EXODUS (04:32)]

Damn...I love it too much to have to give it up and serach for a new means of gathering files.

Story Link

Those Rainy Day Blues

[Listening to: Track 16 - Unknown Artist - ?????? ??????????? ?????? ??? ?????? (06:17)]

It's just one of those days that seems perfect to veg out. And what better song to post to than the Real Folk Blues? Yeah I'm actually playing a song off a cd this time and WMP can't figure out the proper track info.

New Item posted at my Creative Playground

[Listening to: Don't Think of Me - Dido - No Angel (04:32)]

I'm just getting around to linking to this, since this blog is more likely to be visited. Here.

Be warned that most people probably won't find a taste for it.

Ugh...Kerry..

[Listening to: Dr Dre Ft Eminem - Forgot About Timmy (Southpark Remix) - - (04:03)]

Bleh!

Voting getting a bit crazy

[Listening to: Dr Dre Ft Eminem - Forgot About Timmy (Southpark Remix) - - (04:03)]

Hitting the ballot from E. District 40.

Apparently voting got crazy early this morning and I assume also this afternoon. The booth for my district was moved to a side room because of the amount of people trying to vote early this morning, in preparation for later this afternoon.

I voted, did you?

Vote or Die!

[Listening to: essential mix (2002-28-04) - roger sanchez - (02:00:00)]

Apparently I recieved a text message earlier today from an old from from Devry. "Vote Bitch!" I actually didn't get that long ago, lucky for me I can just across the street and vote.
More than likely this post won't be seen afte it's posting until I figure out what I screwed up in my code.

In other news I've gotten back to my roots of sort, meaning I'm starting on my path of certification once again. If nothing more than to prove to myself that I can finish and also as a show of respect for those who supported this path including a fellow blogger.

I'm still here

[Listening to: Find the Way - Mika Nakashima - Mobile Suit Gundam Seed Complete Best (05:27)]

Yes, I'm alive..just had so many probs trying to fix the blog so that it'd display like before. Oh, did I mention the server errors I've gotten with my possible quick fixes. Anyway hopefully once I've gotten it fixed I'll post some of my new stuff.

Playing with the newly found Digital Cam

[Listening to: wanna Be A Dreammaker -Vapor m - globe - global trance best (04:41)]

Found my software and decided to upload some stored shots.

Here's a shot of new laptop with the linksys router that I had just managed to get working with aol. Now If I could get the wifi to work, bloody Sp2 crippled it somewhat. :


Under all of this stuff and towards the left is my little area where I have been sleeping. You can see the back panel of the desktop I've been working on in the corner.


Did I mention I'm in the process of cleaning my room. ^_^

Going Samurai

[Listening to: Love and Happiness - Al Green - The Immortal Soul of Al Green (05:07)]

Found my Digital Camera again, took some quick pix before realizing I don't know where my software is for it. Might have to check the box. Yeah, being a packrat comes in handy sometimes when you need to send something in and you didn't realize you had to have it. Recently purchased Samurai Warriors and getting my weapon handed back on me, blade side.

New Playlist

[Listening to: Party Up - DMX - (04:28)]

Ok, so when I change I want to change big. Not only has the layout and name changed, I've updated to the new version of rado.blog . What's that mean? Supposedly less load time due to smaller files. So to commerate the change I've replaced the playlist.
The new playlist features the sounds of Amy Lee & Seether, Queen, Nanase Aikawa, and Mobb Deep to name a few.

New Name

[Listening to: Bitch - Aikawa Nanase - Foxtrot (04:27)]

Ok, I figure it's about time things change. Without change we stagnate and die, no? Anyway, I'll be changing the title soon when the new layout goes up.

I'm A Sarcastic Geek!

[Listening to: Graceful World - T.M. Revolution - Seventh Heaven (04:07)]

Heh...I've been approved to flaunt to the stuff, yeah baby! More news at eleven...or whenever I feel like posting

Brokenseals...Layout V:1.6..sortta

[Listening to: Kosheen vs Gorillaz battle mix - Dj SandStorm - 3FM Battle Mix (04:02)]

Slight changes made, that's all. Oh but don't worry layout V:2.0 will be out sooner than expected, thanks in part to using W.bloggar which helped discover the issue that was eating part of content section. Added blogging plug-in so you can figure out whats tweaking my taste at the moment. New item under the links section. Should I change my color scheme during next layout change, I mean that's one of the few things I haven't touch via the stylesheet.

Post-hd failure aftermath
So..The system is still dead on my bed, well its more like it had a stroke and can only use the left side of it's brain. Since it's still on my bed along with the other crap, I've been sleeping at weird angles. Ex: Pillow right laid up against the open case, the only real way that I can sleep under my covers.

The Colt's holding a tune
Smelling gas isn't a good thing, neither is seeing smoke each time you start up your car so I took colt in for her tuneup. $140 poorer and an hour and a half later, I'm on my way home to sponge out. Seen Changes: Fuel filter(reason for the gas smell), Oil Filter, Oil Change (last one apparently spilled stuff over the transmission), Air Filter. Unseen: Pvc(? - I know I got that wrong) valve, Spark plugs, and supposedly wiring.


Pre-wardriving moment
Yesterday, following the tuneup, a little p2p and generally sponging out in my room I decided to head out to harlem. Loading up the new potable warrior and doing some one handed driving I discovered approximately 15+ networks from where I am in Washington Heights to 142nd St via the Harlem River Drive. Funny thing, the largest cache of exposed wireless networks were in the area of projects. As a result I'm in the process of obtaining some tools to give me network freedom where I go.

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Another one bites the dust...

Well, wouldn't you know that another piece of technology has failed. The secondary hard drive in the system Evo_ps2(I wonder what I got when I was working on it..) decided to die after recently powering up the system once again, and now after disassembling it...replacing the ide cable... retesting it...still failure...no partition recognized..hard reading from it...move it over to the new tower disabling the 120 and put in the 20. After 3 attempts system recognizes the presence of the drive for post, but failed when it tried loading. Endless boot loop...ugh remove drive...reconnect stuff...perfect boot.

Conclusion: Drive is beyond my level of expertise to recover data, may need to seek outside help. But is it worth it for professional recovery assistance.
Bloody Maxtor drive. Western Digitals seem to be in gret running order, may need an external hd or dvd burner to start backing up other drives.

Suggestions appreciated.

Ever had a Knight Rider Moment?

No...I haven't tried turbo boosting over anything...atleast not lately. heh. Walking home from where I parked my car I encounter my car's evil twin. This "premier" model of the colt seemed to have the passenger-side mirror, better interior, etc.

This was after taking notice of the kids on the block that are really into the import scene. How do I know? Decals on the cars, atleast one is claiming drifting ability, but with a pristine Cherry Red 240SX is kind of hard to believe.

Old Trusty playlist

Ahh..Yes It's finally my chance to screw up people who use google to search for music. Yep I'm posting my playlist of the moment...old playlist that I decided to listen to now that I have most of my mp3 collection transferred

Gundam Wing - Just Communication (ENGLISH) (Two-Mix)
New Mobile Report Gundam Wing - Rhythm Emotion
blümchen - bicycle race
Cowboy Bebop - Remixes - 06 - Cats On Mars (DMX Krew Remix)
initial d - no one sleep in tokyo
goldfinger - 99 red balloons
Limp Bizkit - Keep Rolling
Papa Roach - Last Resort
Half_a_mill-07-where_bk_at-rns
Dr. Love [Gemetti - Prandoni - Moroni] - Don't Stand So Close
Mega Nrg Man [G. Pasquini - A.Contini - G.Mauro - D.Bellini] - Burning Desire [New Generation Mix]
Two-Mix - Last Impression
miss shiva - dreams
hayashibara megumi - Over Soul (Shaman King Op)
excel saga - Opening Theme
Angelic Layer - The Starry Sky
KURUPT feat NATINA REED - It's Over Now

I'm sorry what?

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2 Movies for the price of none

First thing first, bought three packs of dvds two dvd+r and one dvd-r all for about $11. Buy one get two free, hehe. Now all I need is a dvd burner.

Gotta love knowing people in low places. Case in point, Co-worker who is also working at movie theater. Just got in not too long ago from seeing Shaun of the Dead and Shark Tale. But were pretty good, but then again my cohort thought of the first being corny with it's funny moments.

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Driving Moment

Quick little update...While on the way back from White Plains to pick up the new laptop I encountered A black Subaru Impreza. Funny how my '87 Dodge Colt dusted a car with the same spec as the wrx...not even sure if it was a wrx. Can't read the name from your rear-view mirror. ^_^; WOOT!

I know people tell me that the car has pretty good pick up, but when you start off from an even start and basically end up two car lengths away from the other car by the next light and not going over 35 MPH. Wow.

He's gone

Partner in Crime

CPQ 910US
11/02 - 9/04
You'll be missed old friend, the very same laptop that went to my very first anime convention, Otakon was just retired today. Recent problems with the cd drive which ended in with read failure.

HP ZV5220US
Just got back in with my new laptop, will be in the process of the initial setup in the next few minutes and tweaking it for atleast the next month. I now have wifi!

Parking Rules

In manhattan, if you've found a spot....NEVER....ever give it up.

She's back

Got my baby back, baby back....
They had my baby on lock down...But I took her home...

Yeah was gonna post earlier...Up early for the first time in a long while....Important thing and all trying to get my car back.

Semi-plus note the ticket envelop was empty...so I don't think I really got a ticket...so most of my check is saved.

Against All - must collect?

The More I stay up the more foreign films I wanna collect. Watching Channel 501, this Chinese movie called Against All. This dude Steve rocks. I mean he took a bullet while ride a motorcycle trying to run down the punk who had his uncle killed. If I only understood Kanji, I'd research the actor. I guess there's always the yahoo search.

On a similar note, the show Revolution on Internation Channel has got me 'collecting' more music than ever. J-pop, J-Rock, and now K-Pop & K-Rock

On a sadder note, my baby is away from home. I screwed up royally parking the other night. My car got towed friday because I was on the wrong side of the street, I'm gonna have to go pay the towing fee when I get up and even still I won't be able to pick it up til monday. There's goes my new found surplus.

Referrals of the moment

Hmm...There's another raven? +-+-+-+ the raven speaks

Aroo? +-+-+-+ Cafe Chi

Publishing Loop

Ok, I'm just a little curious am I the only one who has a blog that seems to go into a loop when I try to publish updates?

Note: Thursday 12am I can post now...hmm...

Stylesheets suck!

Urg...Bloody stylesheets, the redesign is coming along slow because I can't get the blog to display correctly. Basically each section is displaying on top of each other in one revision, in another only the first two display and at full screen length.

Note: the spelling in the peeve's post was left mistyped, just to show the tiredness that I was feeling.

Bebop w/o tank

Damn Julia, I stayed up til 1am to find no tank and that it's about time for the farewell blues. I miss real folk blues. :( Anyway I need to be up around 9am 'cause I got a metting at work.

Falling

Have you ever had the feeling of falling away from the world? What do I mean? I was getting halfway to tiredness when I laid my head down and closed my eyes, not to long after that some of my senses decided to turn off and it felt like my body was starting to fall backwards at which point I wake up.

Damn, I haven't even played kingdom hearts or anything related to it in months and the imagery of it semi haunts me.

I'm nolonger number 1!?!?!?!

Yeah, it looks like some fewl using my name has taken my position in the google search results. Bleh!

*Side note: It's fun to go to my blog at work and listen to my music and they can't really complain, I mean they don't really know either, but hey. It's not on their machines...atleast, not stored on them. ;)

Musical Top hits of my Lifetime

In no particular order, the songs that I love...If you hate it, screw your opinion, make your own list:

The Starry Sky ~ HAL
Faint ~ Linkin Park
Bicycle Race ~ blümchen
Baby got back ~ Sir Mix Alot
Top of the World ~ Brandy & Mase
Dread Rock ~ Oakenfold
Don't Say You Love Me ~ M2M
Rage Your Dream ~ Move
Around the World ~ Move
No Future ~ Nanase Aikawa
Life goes on ~ Drag-on
Twisted Heat ~ Drag-on & Twista
Shame ~ Evelyn 'Champagne' King
Conga ~ Gloria Estefan
Bring me to Life ~ Evanescence
In the Shadows ~ The Rasmus
Lose yourself ~ Eminem
Time of my Life ~ Macy Gray
Last Resort ~ Papa Roach
Groove is in the heart ~ Deee-lite (sp?)
Clint Eastwood ~ Gorrilaz
Cum on Everybody ~ Eminem
Alive ~ Raiko
I'm Shady ~ Eminem
Just Don't Give a [explicit] ~ Eminem
Still Don't Give a [explicit] ~ Eminem
Everything I do I Do it for You ~ Bryan Adams
Smells Like Teen Spirit ~ Nirvana
Viva Rock [japanese side] ~ Orange Range
Yo! ~ Sing Hwa
Jam ~ Michael Jackson
Kesenai Tsumi ~ Nana Kitade
Party up ~ DMX
Hot ~ 1Tym
Zips ~ T.M.Ravolution
Invoke ~ T.M.Revolution
Invoke (Phase Shift Armoured Version) ~ T.M.Revolution
Meteor ~ T.M.Revolution
Kanashimi wo Yasashisa Ni ~ little by little
Annani Isshodaddanoni ~ See-saw
Moment ~ Vivian or Kazuma
Moment (B4 ZA BEST Remix) ~ Vivian or Kazuma
Adesso e Fortuna ~ ? (Record of Lodoss)
Beyond the Bounds (Mitsuto Suzuki 020203 Mix feat. Sana) ~ Scott Dolph & Sana
Kimi ga iru ~ Galla
Haruka Kanata ~ Asian Kung-Fu Generation
Winner ~ Miki Matsubara
Rhythm Emotion(Pure) ~ Two-Mix
Sokoni Soraga Arukara ~ Garden
Unforgiven ~ Fefe Dobson
Place for My Head ~ Linkin Park
In the End ~ Linkin Park
Super Bon Bon ~ Soul Coughing
Just the Way You Are ~ Milky
I Don't Want U ~ Wide Life
Fix My Sink ~ DJ Sneak
Loneliness ~ Tomcraft
Final Memory(Happy_Hardcore_Mix) ~ ? (last minute addition, found cd online but still haven't purchased)

Blah...gotta stop somewhere or I'll never stop...over an hour to decide on these, lemme change post time

Musings before going to the job

It's kinda funny when those people who are visiting, I now know who you are thanks to refferals :P(just posting a comment would've been easier), have pages that I can't understand. Atleast two I've tracked down were in some form of Spanish if not a Latin derivative, and one was in Kanji I think. I'm trying to expand my horizons to be world class, but I'm in a bit of a slump. ANYway...enjoy.

M.C. Hammer

The hell?! He's in a new music video!?

Tank!?

Flipping through the channels and ending up on the International channel I come across this korean variety show, called Tv surprise. Thing that surprises me is the familiar beat that's playing in the background as the people are talking, for a sec when I turned away I though cowboy Bebop was on. Guess what was playing in the background?

Updating

Working on a new layout to better display the content that's available here. Also backing up my site now that it's up again, just in case.. ^_~;

Site is back up

Guess what's back.. back again...my domain is back..tell a friend...

Why am I up?

Ever been hooked on something that you came across via flipping channels. Of course it's in chinese, this movie give love a chance. Really picking up on the abortion issue.

Side items down

Sorry, for interruption with some of stuff, issue with domain

Things I should try to remember not to do

1) Don't put a carbonated drink in the freeze overnight
2) don't pull out the buldging can out and site it on the bed
3) after you hear it pop to bludge even more don't mess with it
4) after you pop the lid and it fizzes don't try to drink it.

Birthday wishes

Mmmmm....Ice Cream cake.

Evo Version 2.2 has been released

Yeah the age turn over is official, let's see what was fixed in this new release.

Fixes
1) Has a car
2) Started a small business with the potential to go large
3) No more Cellphone contract
4) Keeping hair cut low for a while gets compliments

Bugs
1) metalic seals have formed around the the heart
2) lots of bad luck with car
3) mp3 player dead
4) Still in retail to partly fund my business effort

Aging..

Officially Aged yet another in about a little over 2 hours..well yeah..yawn..sleep

I'm number one...sortta

It seems that my Geico Gecko reference has gotten me to the top of one particular search result, maybe I should just keep mantioning random stuff until some comes here and responds to a post. Even if it is to criticize, I'd love to smite people.

Megaman = Money?!

Holy crap, I was feeling frustrated and felt like playing Mega Man X4. In my search of my usual hiding spot I found $300+ dollars...and x5 and Mega Man 8. I mean I know I'm absentminded but damn.

Happy Birthday to you

It's been five years since the creation of blogger, wow...

Changes

Ok, made slight modifications. I always am, aren't I?
Basically, I've added my creative log to the my links area.

Grumblings

How can you be off on a day and still have to come in to the job? I will be free.

What Happened back then?

The anniversary of that day is coming up soon...

In 1982 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan is president of the US The space shuttle Columbia completes its first operational flight Actor John Belushi is found dead of a drug overdose in a West Hollywood hotel Automobile manufacturer John Delorean is arrested and charged with possession of 59 pounds of cocaine The first artificial heart is implanted in American Barney Clark The Cable News Network, or CNN, is launched 750,000 people rally against nuclear weapons in New York City's Central Park Time Magazine's Man of the Year was for the first time given to a non-human, a computer The first computer virus, written by Rich Skrenta, escapes into the wild Kirsten Dunst and Elisha Cuthbert are born St. Louis Cardinals win the World Series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XVI New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial is the top grossing film Ozzy Osbourne bites the head off of a live bat thrown at him during a performance, later hospitalized with rabies "I Love Rock 'N Roll" by Joan Jett & The Blackhearts spends the most time at the top of the US charts Cheers, Family Ties, Silver Spoons, and Fame premiere

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

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Blogthings

Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego?

Looking into upcoming games, I've come to find that Carmen may be appearing in another game. But enough of that.... I've rediscovered a song from my earlier years, Soundgarden's outshined.

Underground Popularity?

Hmm... It seems that I'm getting a constant flow of visits, but not much in terms of comments. Anyway strangest thing, reviewing ips of those who visit and it seems that I now have a visitor from cbs.com. Freaky. I'm feeling 100% pure love...yeah yeah, I know I'm biting. :p

Oh I joined Friendster not to long ago, and I have a whopping 1 friend in my network. heh.

Renter's Insurance covers against terrorism?

The things you find out when flipping through the channels and stumble upon ny1. Insurance

What my Desktop looks like at the monent

The Power of Duplication

Duplication is the key to this whole blogging thing, huh? Meh..I'm following in the steps of others again...damn. Basically I've been thinking about creating a new section for my webstie and instead of going through all the trouble of actually coding thing thing myself I decided, to use a blog. Since I'm only going to be adding content to it, it seems to make sense, plus with Title's being easily searchable people can look for the thing that they want. The fatal flaw being people actually viewing it. Anyway I give you the birth of The creative works of a broken soul.

Tears

A tear rolls down my cheek,
at times it's because I feel weak.
I am far from being helpless,
so don't offer me your hand in pity.

A tear rolls down my cheek,
because the way you talk to me is far from meek.
My eyes burn from the swelling tears I hold back
to deny you the satisfaction of a laugh.

Another tear rolls down my cheek,
because being happy is a matter of doublespeak.
I smile because I feel like it,
I cry to release the pain hidden behind the smile.

Tears stream down my cheeks,
my first chance for release in weeks.
Sometimes pain can take on other forms and
seem to fade but not disappear as a whole.

I need to dry my eyes...

Soon time for something a little Different

well, it seems to me that this little experiment of mine has come close to running it's course...What I mean is it seems like me just talking about the daily...isn't really enough? I mean hell, I ask for a comment of two every so many posts just to let me know that you who looks at my rants/thoughts would rather I shut the hell up, which I won't, tell me to calm down, which I won't, or just plain say something random. I'm just ranting again...anyway I'm gonna post one of my poems soon and I'd like to hear some feedback...but I know I won't...so whoever reads it, reads it....whoever comments, does..

Janeane Garofalo

Hotness, no?
I was just flipping through the channels and saw her comedy special on. Why? Dunno..Although I haven't been keeping track of her in the media, don't really do that for most to begin with, I always wondered in the back of my mind what happened.

I guess the whole outspoken woman thing is a real turn on for someone who doesn't like to defend himself.

Doom 3

Has anyone played Doom 3 yet? I'm sorry Zombie's are a little freaky for me....

Clanbob

What happened to my favorite Web Comic? I miss the life of Riley...

Chat Box

Well it seems you guys really don't want to talk to me, so I've added one more item to my side bar. No you can at least talk amongst yourselves.

Fingered

Being that I'm up atm and not doing anything, lemme post. Funny thing happened to me to the other day someone gave me the finger on the Major Deegan. It had me cracking up for a minute, becuase of the thought that went through my head. "I've been fingered for the first time"

I wanna see that "kung fu" Geico commercial.

Quickie

Quick Post to let you all know I'm still alive. Oh and now I have a new button to add to my sidebar soon.

Am I accident prone?

Apparently life seems to like throwing curveballs my way. On the way from dropping off a co-worker, some asshole cut me off. I had just merged onto the Deegan....not even a minute after I had merged onto the highway..he used same lane I came out of and basically zoomed up on my right side..I almost didn't let him in, but here was what was on my mind parental advisory..


"What the fuck!? you can cut in ..sheeza..my side is already messed up..you can leave my front alone"

Akito!

Well...it just blew my mind. Went to the Post Office a little before 4pm to pick up the latest offering from bloody BMG. Hopped into the car and pulled off after a little hesitation...thought she just about gave up on me when I realized almost a block away from my starting position, the hand brake was up. EEP! Hopefully the newly applied brakes weren't damaged. Got to the bank with time to spare to deposit cash from last week's check. I was almost up to the teller when guess who appears with little more than a crash but Akito. well more like a thud as his cd player hit the counter. Akito-kun, the host of one of favorite Public Access shows prior to and during Devry. His show has been off for about year now, of course I had to  ask. Apparently the whole life thing is the hold up. :p 

Of course people were staring at us for some reason, not sure if was because of the black kid with a 'fro in the Circuit City shirt or the Taller light skinned guy in the Pokemon shirt. Go fig. ;)

Let there be cool music in the background!

The radio is up, final change to my template to incorporate the change will be done after this post. For those with fragile constitutions don't load it, I loather edited music so all song will be explicit if an explicit version is available to myself.

A compromise has been reached.

Wow...every time I log into blogger now I'm finding more and more features...hopefully it won't be like aol and have so many features that it becomes totally unusable...plus the gaining of unsightly members...but that's another issue.

Anyway... I believe I've found the solution, in the newest member of my blog link list, to my music selection problem for my visitors here. At this very moment I'm setting up a radio.blog .

Just Got in..aha the hotness..will comment on what I did in a while.

More of the same

Well, since the whole discovery of the ability to have titles and the fact that I was actually bored/code minded/lonely enough to work on the blog. Anyway, I decided to mess with the comment system I have..and guess what I discovered an actual comment from a visitor from about 2 weeks back.

To my reader DuffMac,
At the moment, I'm studying none..well I'm actually looking into XML but I've kinda been very lazy about doing it. I tried the link you gave but couldn't seem to get to the item you recommended. I tried one link and found this http://www.lulu.com/content/49022, was that it?

Happy Birthday!

The Blog has turned a year old.

Fixing damage image links, forgot linux based server styling...need to have abosultute case/structure.

Speaking on my profile

Heh... I figured out that the basis for the avg. post/week only being 1 was because the formula seems to round down the number. Anyway I've only just started on my profile, of course blogger limited my witty remarks for my random question, had to cut it down to all but one sentence. I should get some sleep since I need to be to work in the morning and I shouldn't push the car too hard. My issue with the profiles seems to be that it's a little to strict, I mean like under favorite music if you should sub-divide it into types and artist may be a bit better. I find it funny how interests become autolinks, delimited by the commas they ask us to use, but because many of us are concerned with sentence structure and add periods at the end of sentences it considers house. as "house." and not "house". Check my profile under music and see what I mean.

Minor tech beefs, because I'm going to be anal about playing with what it will allow.

Template Changes

bah..I am the little sheep ..updating my oh so groovy code to be more like everyone else. Of course y'know I stumble upon someone's blog that mentions about a blogger profile, so I setup a profile. Then I changed up my linking, and now I've added my profile info into the actual template. Meh.

Evolve my blog...

Let there be actual post titles! Mwuhahahahaha!

Y'know it's a sign...

...when you get out of the shower and you find Hackers playing on the the Sci-fi Channel.

Last comment on this whole topic...

for now... How it happened in front of the Y across the street...man...

The car is driveable..thank God for the little things, huh? I found the switch for my hazard lights in the rubble, so it seems It's somewhat safe to drive.

Short Recap of the day.
All of my ebay winnings, via my new(borrowed/created under a friend's name) ebay account came today. First the booster box on first edition AST cards at like 9:30am. Enough time to look them over before the new episode.

Apparently while I was holding the door for the mailman, I'd say mail carrier but then I'd have to care about being politically correct, some of the stuff that he was carrying belonged to me.

Anyway I was out the door with Herb, driving around trying to find a gas station nearby that had a working vacuum cleaner to get the last of the shards of glass out. On the way we circled back around about 205 and 10th ave to see a guy about replacing the window. He said he'd have to take out the window section on the left side and could make a replacement out of Plexiglas for like $45.

Drove up to the place where my mom got her, to ask the guy about the rattling from below. I said that the catalytic converter seemed to be banging up against the underside. So now, "Yeah..you need to get up early", so on friday I have to bring her by early in the morning.

I was all parked and ready to go, when the captain had to see that my left tire was flat. Somehow my tire got punctured.

My car..

First, I'd like to apoligize to the younger readers and those who may have been offended by my earlier post. They raped her man...I'm posting thumbnails of some of the damage shots... so you can see for yourself.

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Fucking A!

Well it's fucking happened! Y'know when people get shocked that I live in Washington Heights and I can easily say what I like about it and how it doesn't live up to the hype, fuck it! I shoulding even be up right now. Someone broke into my car and stole my radio. As the tear involuntarily rolled down my cheek the only thing that ran through my mind was, "Fuck, the car is beat up enough, why couldn't they hit up someone else." Then I realized the racial issue that everyone keeps bringing up, but I digress.

The thing that's pissing me off the most is that was the last damn thing that I bought when I still got like 15-30% discount on car electronics. Had to put the car in the parking lot in my step-father's spot while he's at work.

Going to go out in a bit to take shots of the car just in case the cops or the insurance company needs them, I'll post them.

Oh yeah...the whole reason for the posting...new blog list on the Side

Ever had one of those moments when you can't decide if you want to post something, because you're not sure if people would get it?

Well It looks like the current store manager has quit...All I can say is another one bites the dust. So that was store manager number five with 3-4 years. So my schedule still has me down for work tomorrow, fuck that. I'm going to the funeral, this is one thing in my life that I'm not "uhm...hmm..Should I?"

Posting on my laptop while the desktop runs speed disk. Free car wash today! ^_^ Gotta love rain sometimes..Thought it was hurricane weather the way the wind was blowing.

I'm doing the number one no-no and using the work computers for personal usage. Oh my...hehehe. So, apparently my allergies are starting to act up. How? The annoying itch.

Ever have one of those oh shit moments? Try waking up at 8:54am and then realizing hey don't I have to be to work at 9:30am? So no breakfast, washed up, ran a pick through my hair and had a sip of fruit punch and I was out the door. It never ceases to amaze me how quickly people will speed up or just plain move out of the way when you're riding close behind. I mean damn, do the speed limit or move out of the way!
Maybe I shouldn't have stayed up to 3am working on my site.

By the way, the site layout is mostly done now so here's the link. The Asylum

Just getting in for the day. Well it seems that today was rather eventful, starting with me waking up around 8ish this morning to meet Shanese's friend. She was cool. The group of four went to the Puertorican Day Festival. Got some nice shots for my new section that I'm trying to create.

Of course I could go more detailed into the day..but I rather not.

In the theme of the events of the day is a bit of sad news, for those reading you probably couldn't give a damn, but I do. My unlce died today, I recieved the call today while I was out. Thinking about him on the cab ride home I was expecting tears to run down my cheeks but I guess I really have become numb. This was the man who I'd have to say was my primary male influence growing up, I think maybe some of his goofy nature rubbed off onto me, and yet I can't seem to cry.

I stopped by my aunt to see how she was doing, but it was brief because I got a meeting in the bloody morning. If there is a funeral to be held work be damned...

You never realize how much you can love a laptop until you remember that it has fallen off your bed onto it's lcd for like the 12th time and it still functions like it's semi-brand new. Damn wireless keyboard is acting up..Maybe I do have too many electronics *Gasps* Blasphemy I say!

Hopefully I can get this car's registration renewed by Monday or else it's back to mass transit.

Sidenote, been without my glasses for a couple of days now...Well not really. Basically on Tuesday, just before clocking out for the day I go, "That's it I'm done for the day." Suddenly without even the slightest sound the right leg/arm whatever you call it on my frames breaks right at bend. Of course my license has this pesky requirement that I need to wear my glasses when I'm driving. So if you happen to drive up next to me you see a guy with 3/4 of a frame trying to push them up his nose and drive. This had to be like the 3rd or 4th pair in 3 years? Lenscrafters loves me :P. Considering getting contacts just so I can hold onto what little money I have left, but I have my fears as with anything different.

First thing first. Damn you Comcast and your G4 merger/takeover BS. And Damn you Time Warner for dropping the new "G4Techtv" channel from the lineup without warning. Yes we the former Techtv viewers want our channel back. The post where most of our ranting has gone. As of Tuesday many of the Time Warner Cable viewers in New York have lost channel 105 Techtv, or rather G4Techtv (since the beginning of the month) without any notice, yet they can add 2 new Country Stations as part of Music Choice and even added new sports, and design shows.

Got in after twelve from a semi-eventful day, took some quick little movies in and about Time Square. Gonna post them to my site whenever, I get motivated enough to A) add fresh Batteries to the thing so the 1 bar of battery indicator goes away, B)Find the Data Cable for the camera, C) Actually link to the gallery on my site.

Of course in my time away from school and many of those people who influenced me, different aspects of my nature have emerged as evidence of my forays into perversion.

A Gmail account, for those not in the know, is the controversial email service from google. Why? The ads that appear when you read your email, similar to what appears when you do a google search. So why go with it? 1000mb of storage space.

Not to brag or anything, but I got a gmail account.

First post of the month...Well actually first post in about a month...Oh and I was listening to the first track off my first Yellowcard cd when I started this my first post under the new blogger format. Lots of firsts, huh?

Been working on my websites layout on and off for over a month and only made headway these last few days.

Apparently I better let you all (there's more than one person reading this?) know where to find Initial D: Fourth stage. Renee check out Bunta's car in the opening. Here's the link to Live Evil's page, get your subbed Initial D. Now!

Ok, back to what I was mentioning last month. The transmission on my, still feel weird saying that, car. Of course it decided to go while I was on my way to work and when my cellphone was on one bar of battery. One of the first things that hit me was, damn she broke down before I even gave her a name. Mom called her Betsy..but I think Claire suits her better. :P

Side thought: Considering going for my Master's.

D & D turned thirty yesterday...Wow. Hey It's only that about this past week I felt like posting...Everything else will be in an upcoming recap post.

My ankle was mildly injured when I barely introduced her to the first episodes of Initial D: First Stage and Angelic Layer. If she were to find out that the Subaru Wrx appears in the opening and somewhere down the line in Initial D:Fourth Stage, I might end up with a broken leg. Heh.

It's some time past 4am, my head is all messed up due to my sinus and I'm up watching Mundos while waiting for the newest Naruto ep. Sometimes I wish I still knew Spanish, how the command of the language left me is a mystery...But a few people have commented that it can't happen. It can, I mean honestly I learned it in early childhood but I didn't actively speak it and in terms of comprehension all the concerned me was when someone was talking about or cursing at me.

I'm cute... what??

My Weekend exploits shall go undisclosed...for the time being...but to hear this news has me kinda...um, huh, what?

My little endeavor seems to have picked up some speed in the past few months without me knowing. What do I mean?

To date I've had Visitors from Canada, Germany, France, Hungary, the Netherlands, New Zealand and Japan. Or atleast people using domains originating from those countries. It seems I've also had visitation from persons with a military address...which of course freaked me out. Why? Thinking back to a day when some navy guys came into the store, back when I had my 'fro, and one of them said I should join up...It kinda gets me a bit paranoid.

The word of the day is....

Belligerent

New Blog added to my list...My personal site seems to be coming along well now that that MT..Gotta create more of the pages..well that and create a theme.

I am GOD!

Ok.... so maybe I'm not, but I did get movable type to work. ^_^; So now I have a site update log...easy part...now actually creating some kind of workable design for the whole site...hard part. Need to create some actual navigation.

As a treat for showing that the human mind with a little rest can realize its foolish mistake, Initial D!

Things to Note: Insurance people called so.. within the coming weeks we'll have word, but it seems the colt may be "junked". T_T Mother and Step-father went to check out her potential new car...

No more debugging and analyzing...time for bed...well maybe a little more Gundam X and then bed time....Oh yeah...I just may have someone at work who's interested in me..

oooo Pillow

Argh....Movable Type!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAAAAwwWWWRRRR!!!

Updates..updates.. Updates...

Working on site and watching reloaded..before work. Revolutions comes out next week, gonna have a marathon maybe...heh.

Fixing quiz code where images aren't displaying...but that's just for my site..for now..it's just been so neglected and I am paying for it so I gotta get in gear.

My car project prospect got sold (>_<)...on to the next one on my list a turbo with more miles.

Quick little update..I'm getting beef at home from the parental unit. Apparently my mom has a thing about me focusing on getting myself a manual(stick) transmission car, "in new york I don't see the point...too much stop and go traffic." Gimme some feedback!

Trunk Monkeys for everyone!

To all the driver types out there here's something for you..

Doesn't everyone need a monkey? ^_^;

My Favorites are episodes one and four

Yay for me being scatter brained enough to forget my cellphone where I usually keep my bag above my coat at work and finding it just as I was getting ready to leave today. Two days and a half w/o a phone..hmm...no difference. Gotta have people calling you to actually feel seperated from your world.

Here's to all my fallen homies....heh

T_T Student Loans

Just got in from a most delightful of days...of course it started off being kinda bad...being that I missed Revolution my favorite new J-pop/rock/R&b at 4am due to actually falling asleep on time. Didn't make it to the pokemon store oh well. Being out with good company I acquired new supplies as well as a renewed belief in human interaction. So hopefully in a few hours I'll have regained enough nerve to drive to work by myself...since last sunday...or else my plan for my tax money is going down the drain...but I really gotta work on getting my A+ certification.

The Moment that everyone was waiting for happened, I hope your f***ing happy. "You got your license?" "You haven't crashed into anybody yet?" All that crap started running though my head along with all the shaking that my body was doing last night. No one was hurt...apparently that's a good thing.. but my mind/nerve is shook. Did I mention I was forced to drive coming from work today, so I don't end up like my aunt.

Subaru..you have failed me

Speaking of animals in the ass line...Recalling last week friday, an incident involving being cut off by a subaru impreza. One of the few car types that are found in my neighborhood that I could actually support. If I see one more accord, civic (besides the one hooked up one that has shaved door handles with bright and actually clean non-chipped paint), mini-van (apparently mini-vans are the sports car of the heights), early 90s corolla, or old school gm vehicle...

I have a Vote.. This vote I give you..

I went out vote today and dragged my mother along so she would too. To be honest I was in the same mood as my mother, just getting in from work like two hours prior to going across the street. Of course the other voice in my head started talking to me and gave me a lecture. The whole fact that within the lifetime of some of the older customers that I deal with, I wouldn't have the right to vote. When you think about all the assholes in the country that would be allowed to get away with all the stupid things in life...the whole 3/5ths thing and all that crap..it really can "get your mind right".

oops...My Mistake
....Don't kill me


Apparently when you have the weekend off and you want to hangout with people, after text messaging them you're supposed to have your ringer on. Apparently I'm still in drone mood...So when it vibrates while the phone is sitting on a cushioned pile you don't exactly hear anything. The thought "She's going to bash my skull in and use it for a hood ornament" comes to mind. Note to self check phone every hour on the hour, or atleast turn the regular ringer on when I'm off.

Earlier in the day I was in self-pity mood...Now I'm focused..Go fig. Especial when I have to go to bed and be at work in about 7hrs.

Did I mention student loans that the jackals want me to pay back?

I must have mentioned the fact that I'm not enough of a credit risk to have been accepted for a second card...Luckily I don't have as hefty a debt/limit on this one...Part of my plan is to get that card down to about half of its balance.

Well my Tax return looks like it'll be very nice, whenever the stuff gets processed, there's my car fund again ^_^....Wonders what happened to the last one ^_^;

How you lose a few hundred, unless spending it w/o knowing is the question to ask myself before bed.

Another tidbit..used ability for computers to get $50.

My Karma!!!!!!!!!

:( It died this morning just as I got off the bus for work, EARLY, the damn thing got stuck in an endless loop until the battery drained sometime during the day. I knew something was up with me being early.

The Customer is Always wrong!
No disputing or I'll pull out the shotgun. ;)

If you don't know how to use a computer, here's a hint..just back away very slowly and walk away.

Anyway...Back to my temporary good mood that leads me to posting.

Any car that is my name sake...has my seal of approval. Ah yes..the new evo

Quick point I did not take the name evo from the Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution... :P If I gave the quote that I usually use, you might recognize where it came from..

Lonliness thy name is Evo

Man...how could getting the weekend off because I have a new job title suck? No urge to really do anything, No one available to do anything with, and the nagging units about.

My mind seems to still be running at full speed..any just a quick little thought, My wireless provider was recently bought out..hmm.....what happens to my service? Do I get any new perks? Do I get to chose another phone (fuck no I hope, took me forever to decide on the t720)? How about better Coverage? Of course there's always the chance of..your service no longer exists...all your numbers are belong to us, evolve or die. Buy a new phone under a new contract...yada yada.. who knows.

All this and I still haven't recieved my bill for the month. Thank you merger/buyout!


My good mood/day lasted all of 3 hours...and not all in a row.

Some things Make you think..others touch you
...and there's that third class

Track: Unforgiven
Artist: Fefe Dobson
Guest Artists:
Album: Fefe Dobson

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Lyrics:

Daddy daddy
Why you break your promises to me?
Daddy Daddy
Don’t you know you hurt me constantly
And there’s something that I think that you should know I’m not the little girl you left waiting at home All the hurt and pain you left with mom and me Why can’t I be angry I hope you’re somewhere out there listening to this song
I hope you’re thinking what you did was wrong
Well let me make it crystal clear for you to see
It’s too late for I’m sorry.
Sorry is a word you like to say
But sorry won’t erase the things you did yesterday
And I want you to know that I didn’t need you anyway
And this rope that we walk on is swaying
And the ties that bind us they will never ever fray
But I want for you to know
You are
You are
Unforgiven
Daddy Daddy
Fan of absolute simplicity
Daddy daddy
Expert in responsibility
Where were you when I fell down and skinned my knee
Where were you when I was scared to go to sleep
Where were you to sooth my insecurities
Why can’t I be angry
Where were you the first time someone broke my heart
Where were you when I first learned to drive a car
Where were you when I plugged in my first guitar
It’s too late for I’m sorry

(c) 2004 Island Def Jam Music Group

Illusion of Sleep

Ever gone to sleep but can't go to sleep. Now add in various "white" noise. Now take into consideration that the room is dead quite. Yes I'm hearing things in my head and I sure as hell couldn't sleep.

Did I mention the stuff going on with me and work...yeah..hmm...maybe..
(posted after the fact :P )

I suck

Do you sometimes get embarrassed by the views of family and friends but don't say anything? I'm guessing it depends on your personality type. Basically its the American medias focus on same sex marriages for the past week..Personally I don't give a damn. I mean if you've found that person that completes you, that is if you believe in there being one person who you were destined to be with, screw what the rest say. But what does my opinion have to do with anything?
What do you owe this message from me to..? The listening to the parental unit briefly discussing views and not being able to say anything because my own views suddenly became questionable...Stand firm or Crumble?

The New Technologies are coming!

I want to trash my digicam...but for $200+ I'm not exactly going to do it...atleast not til I get a better job.

Little Update..

Newest Cd additions:
Fefe Dobson - Fefe Dobson
Tamia - Tamia

Currently Rocking Fefe.

Finally got around to working on the design again..If you've noticed..I've now implemented permalinks...took me long enough..

I'm still working on my site on the side and stuff. My dedication to actually making something out of myself is weaking just a tad..Not to say I've given up on getting my A+ certification or learning Japanese...Hell my book on reading and writing Japanese came in yesterday.

Did I mention my little freak out moment of the day..well other than me basically kicking and punching merchandise, customers can return it if doesn't work in thirty days...bloody love songs..I saw one of my programming "teachers" from school today. If you can call him one that is..

It appears today is just a regular day, I mean I had a little good luck today...I mean my book on katakna came in today just as I was going to pick up my little brother. And my friend invited me with her on her trip to the library..but due to blasted scheduling issues, i.e. me working tonight and picking up brother..It looks like it won't happen.
:(

I know it's been a few days...but y'know it's not like anyone is reading ATM. Yeah I notice my visits this week have pretty much dried up to zero for the past two days.

Leave it to me to forget that today was pay day ^_^; heh heh

Anyway..I've found a nice little headline that made me WTF!?

Barbie and Ken 'Split' After 43 Years
Toymaker Says 'Romance Has Come to an End,' But They 'Will Remain Friends'

Poor ken, who will play with him now? Skipper, maybe? No comments you! I can keep track of barbie info if I feel like it.


To comment on my last post I was semi-joking about the panties thing. What I meant by it was that if I had someone special in my life I might consider getting them for her..as a joke if you will.

Oh yeah.. I've been keeping myself busy by slacking off on my development of my personal website..partly due to hang ups with PHP, finally got a slightly dyanmic nature to it..now I gotta actually put content and stuff. Considering making it skinable..er..user can decide between a set of looks...but that's gonna require effort on my part. :p

Did I mention I've cracked open my A+ certification book again..still seems like jibberish to me..but I passed the quiz with minimal looking back through the section..too bad I'm only on like Chapter 5...information overload!

I want
If only I could find someone to give these to.

I want this and of course this.

Joy ^_^
I dub today nonsense speak day

tis a recount of sunday I be speaking of

First off I bought two new cds. *gasp* I still buy cds..why? No I couldn't give a damn about the RIAA, it's just easier to fork over a little cash (including my discount) and freaking get the songs right at that moment than for me to go searching the net, I don't exactly do the p2p thing anymore, more for the being burned by the programs themselves than out of fear for being accused for anything. ...Where was I going with this? Oh yeah... So I got Basement Jaxx - Kish Kash and Best of House Volume Three. Why? Those freaking songs that you partially hear once or twice and can't them outta your head: Darkbeat, Right here's the spot, Fix my sink.

Anyway, I had a request for my company and of course I just couldn't refuse because that just how I am, that and she's not exactly the common caller. Confused yet? I am. heh.
I was just jumping for joy, well no I wasn't, but I might've skipped a little. ^_^; Anyway after putting away some homemade food *gasp* a relatively quick clothes change, damn work clothes are really growing on me...*shivers* and setuping my system to rip one of my new cds and I was ready to be out the door...as soon as I found my cellphone which I had a few moments prior to deciding I was good to go. Who needs the superbowl? ^_^;
Don't hurt me...please..

Sometimes you don't know how little you know and what you've experienced until you find someone/something that can shake up your foundation.
Back to the briefing....

I completely forgot the the MTA had finished work on the 1/9 station near me. One rather mild train ride later, riding the 4 you start getting used to long delays just before your stop but nothing of the sort this night. Getting out downtown, I call everything below 168th street downtown get used to it, the alyout semed familiar but that didn't stop me from trying to match my location with my directions. I happened upon her after regaining my limited sense of direction. Let's see what was running through my head..."Hug, Shake, peck on cheek?"

I'll gloss of over the details and just say that I rather enjoyed myself this night and hope she did too.

Randomness is fun an interesting... ^_^

Whale Explodes on Street

Yeah that's the headline I saw just when I was getting ready to sign off..

TAIPEI (Jan 29) - The decomposing remains of a 66-ton sperm whale exploded on a busy Taiwan street, showering nearby cars and shops with blood and organs and stopping traffic for hours, local newspapers said.

The 56-foot dead whale had been on a truck headed for an autopsy at a university earlier this week, when gases from internal decay caused its entrails to explode in the southern city of Tainan.
For all the aol users here's the link

A 2 minute google search came up with this...no pic sorry

Long Post...NOW Sleep!

Oh yeah...thanks to a suggestion that I got at the party for coming to mind when I'm getting starved for sleep....

Leave some comments... I know you are out there I can check the logs...did I mention with that new addition..I've been getting more detailed info about my visits...I'm considering moving my blog to my site..of course when it's all done and stuff.
Seriously people, I mean I had a few people at the party saying that they've heard of my blog..which is like wow on it's own...but I'd honestly like to hear what you think...I know I'm not exacly posting about political satire like some blogs..but a little hey how ya doing, or I don't like your crap would let me know your actually looking at this stuff...and of course lets me know who to hunt down *crosses fingers* j/k.

BLARRRGGH!! ...Yeah...I'm in active mode again so...bleh..I actually want to be in slacker mode... First thing just wan to comment on my visitors...The Macs are winning!!!Noooo!! j/k Actually anyone interested can click on the site meter icon to the side....apparently aside from the xp and 2000 views its the mac system(s) that have taken the top spot...I guess my blog isn't OS challenged anymore?

let's catch up on the more important event of the week:
Friday->Saturday->Sunday
hmm-cool-wow-heh->wiggy stuff-grr-weirdness-Nooo!->Bloody hell!-hurt-heh!

Friday
Getting off at 14th & 8th and walking down, first thought what's with the cop presence..? Got turned around due to very cold winds and ended up on 17th and 9th..but atleast I got a pizza outta it..
Stopped off at AT&T store, of course they don't have the data cable for the Motorola T720, before making my way down block to AZ.

Um...first off big thumbs up to Paul..a truly wiggy individual...anyone who pays for my crappy drink is a.o.k. The first moments of me arriving it was pretty much a recon mission..Sitting down on the most comfortable looking seat for me I slowly took in the view...sometimes you don't realize how much your environment can stimulate the imagination. So the waitress comes by and gives me the menu which I go through like five times and what's going through my mind? "Damn I knew I should've bought a soda with that pizza..there's no sprite on the menu" Oh course me being me, I had to get something and let it be something that caught my eye, Sakehito, I think was the name. I still say thing thing tasted like rubbing alcohol, but maybe it was the lime. Paul was really friendly. A few minutes after checking my phone for my missed calls in comes my last call. Ah the Raven...hehe..
Y'know the first thing that ran through my head when I meet nick was the played out joke, "..but I thought you were taller" Of course I kept my mouth shout or be assaulted by Renee. Did I forget to mention that my shins did receive some damage this night...So I loved to spread the joy of anime. hehehe. ^_^;;
So...this was the first time that I was like kicked out of a club...Weirdness..

Saturday
So I was running a little late for work...and of course some idiot by 207th just has to block the light s they're coming off the bridge...I'm not exactly an experienced driver but when you see the light not giving you the go ahead for your turn into the side street you kinda don't block a lane of oncoming traffic..you just get your ass out of the way. So...yeah I'm pretty refreshed after the party the night before. Not even on the clock for an hour before my phone...which I had in pocket, but luckily set to vibrate..goes off...glancing down I'm like...damn..must be mom..after leaving the floor and doing a little bs..I sneak into the game room or my closet as I call it. Guess who called? Renee..Weirdness, no? It's kinda funny when you can actually hear the shiver in the voice message.

The rest of the day went ok until after I came back during my 1hr break. "..they were calling for you.." "I know they weren't calling me because I'm on my break and they can..." a few minutes later...
"..my buddy, my pal, where have you been?"
"On my break..What the hell do you want?"
"..you drove your car today?"
"Car, what car, I' don't have a car....my mom has a car that she lets me use"
after a few minutes of bsing because of semantics..
"I need you to stay til about 12:00A"

Sometimes bribery with extra cash and of course free food/chocolate is a real pain.
Thanks to inventory I don't leave til 4:20A and don't get home until 5:10am and that's after dropping off a friend from work at her house.

Sunday
Kill! No seriously I woke up at 10am and then went back to sleep only to be awoken some time later by my mother. Damn living at home I say, j/k.
I've never wanted to kill an idiot customer more than this day...I mean like when the store closed and people were still messing up sections I was like talking to myself.."I just want to hurt one..I won't kill'em just strangle them a little..they'll live"

ok..so after checking out her blog...I'm just gonna post my images as is...
(gonna have to modify this as soon as i get them all online) as for the movie...

*puts on Reggae Gold 2003*
K...Judging by the amount of recent visits since my post on Friday people are getting just a tad more interested in me...heh. ^_^;

Why haven't I posted? Well...short answer, being lazy. I could've posted when I got in friday/saturday..but yeah having work the next day..heh. I do have the few pictures and the awaited video clip now transferred to my hd(no one needs to know I got around to doing it a few hours ago)..but they need some editing before I can post them...bloody red eye and other colors..Raven looks sortta demonic..may make copies for my personal collection...hehehe ebil. ^_^

Quick shoutout(I've never done one of those before..so :p) to all the cool and interesting people from friday....now back to being secluded with my Gundam Seed marathon and my php pursuits.

Post my newest acquistion on the side.. ^_^
New Yorkers of the world unite!

What?! It'll make sense in the moring...give it time...

Back to working on the site..as well as another maybe two poems.

Ahhhhh.... to be home....So yeah...

Blaaaargh!!!!

Please explain why I need meta tags in html 4?! I mean when I try to validate my developmental page..just because I don't use a meta tag to describe what character set I'm using it won't validate the page.

Another quick update..while I'm in "active mode"...I've fixed the style sheet for the comments...or rather I finally got off my lazy butt and uploaded and linked to the style sheet that I created for them instead of just piggy-backing off of the one I was using for the blog. Yes I'm that lazy.. ;P

If I didn't mention it before... I'm currently work on my domain..yes I'm planning to take over the world..but we can save that discussion for another day...*hopes raven doesn't hear of his plans*

I've got the all clear..so here's a little something from one of my more 'creative' endeavors.

Beauty
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You are a flower yet to bloom
What it contains a mystery, maybe a rose playing possum
I try to peak inside, yet not disturb this wondrous autumn blossom
But Hopefully I'll find out all too soon

Lost for so long
Here I am listening to this song
Knowing that somehow I don't seem to belong
Maybe I've just been dreaming all along?

You Intrigue me and I wonder why
Yep, even I can be just an average guy
The intricate pattern is like a cocoon
Once one layer peels away I feel I've been granted a boon

Haunting smile, I wonder if it'll stay a while
I witnessed it just once in your profile
Chatting with you I can't help but smile
Your voice I can only assume would beguile

You acknowledge a silent wish of mine
to find someone who sees me as fine
In the world of this have not
You dispel a cannot

RAAAAAAAAWWWRRRRR!!!!!!!

I've made my little attempt at pleasing you people...heh..Now you can see the control for the music...so you can turn it off...If you wish. >_<

So yeah...Everything with work went fine so I will be attending the party...unless I go into slacker mode that day...I mean if it's cold like it's been these past couple of days, I'll be damned if I'm getting my ass out of bed. Sure it's a train ride..but the stations are freaking drafty.

Tis part reminds me of one of raven's posts. To address the recent stream of emails I've been getting...No I don't need valium, xanax or any of your bloody prescription drugs! I don't know which of my friends you've been talking to recently, but despite popular belief I can function quite well in society...Just not all the time. No I don't need any increases in the length of my penis..and if I did I wouldn't know, no complaints or appraisals for a virgin! No I don't feel like starting a small business anytime soon, the last time I really had any inclination for it was in high school prior to receiving the scar that I now have on my left shoulder from my would-be business partner. Ummm....No I don't need to increase my bust size a cup...Heres a little pseudo-code to explain if (reader = Guy) if(straight = yes) then no need to reply; else don't trust stuff you get in the mail.;. If I was female I wouldn't be needing it anyway, comparing close relatives(cousins and aunts) there's more than enough in the gene pool to spare, I read it somewhere that's how you'd figure out your cup size >_>. heh heh ^_^;

First off..did a little spell checking...yes..I too am human. *mutters* Why..Oh why!!!?

Been meaning to post since Sunday, but y'know stuff happens. Anyway, things seem to be going well with the person I replied to on the personal's site. She's kooky, but thats a good thing. She too is human, holy freakyness batman she lives in New York too. *inhuman cries in the background are uttered*

oh yeah......MY BLOODY KARMA IS HERE!!!! I'm talking about my new (and very first) mp3 player, it came a day earlier than expected....actually I expected it like on the 9 or 10th, but you know waiting for checks to clear can be a real bitch, especially when you're using a checking card that's supposed to work like a credit card. meh. Anyway...first complaint...no likey earphones, the little things keep falling out of my ear when I'm in slacker mode. So far I have Linkin Park and Evanescence...great use of the 20gb(18.5gb) Oh yeah It came pre-loaded with some interesting music.

So...my heart seems to be thawing and I'm starting to feel again...I have a poem that I created for my new friend and I'll post it here if she approves.

My next post is going to be a rant....like rest I've been doing haven't. heh.

I'm doing the unthinkable...I'm cleaning my room...

Anyway...little stuff to add..I want a Rio Karma...soon as my check has finished clearing..maybe I'll splurge.
An update on myTechTv personal...I've gotten two replies, one actually has a pic attached. Woohoo! ;)

So raven's blog is down....I had nothing to with it! O_o Why are you looking at me like that.

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I'm the one going by the nick of Brokenseals. Currently employed in retail....MEH. I'm a programmer by study and a gamer/natural goof by nature. I'm a Virgo...one comment about what the symbol is and someone is toast. lol. New Yorker born and raised(I do visit the south every now and then)...ever try explaining to someone that your from New York/United States and they keep asking "Ok....so where are your parents, grandparents, etc... from.." Dude..if I knew I'd tell you but as far back as I can tell we're Yankees. heh. I'm a novice in common sense and a fool in street sense. Anime fan to the important, yes all my friends are important. I speak english. I can recognize when you're cursing/making fun of me in Spanish/Spanglish somewhat. I'm trying to learn Japanese.
Ever had that friend that seemed to be in their own world, good hearted but couldn't up from down? Cool then you know me. ^_^;

Back to rant mode. heh.

So....Yeah...I was supposed to make changes. You see this thing came up and....yeah you guessed it, I didn't feel like it. I like having the music in the background, but I guess most people don't, atleast not w/o the ability to cut it off. So I work on that. The comments are working again...I think. I still have to change the style sheet. I've been reading up on PHP recently bought my second PHP book, because for me the first one was crap. Beginning PHP 4, it's ok til you realize that the code that your being shown can't be used on current platforms because of security related changes. I mean if you have the time to use their forums and search the 'net a while for the answer to your question on how to get the old code to work within the new standard. Three weeks of doing that is all I can take before I start throwing things. :)

Being bored and just surfing around techtv's site I stumbled upon their new personals section, so I decided to join. That was sometime last month.

Work related, what a new year. While going to my little banged in/scratched locker I overhear a conversation. My job is in jeopardy...no not the show! XD. Apparently, I'll find out if I along with other people in my department are going to be fired in the coming weeks. I guess I have to put my degree *scoffs* to some use and start looking for something in my field.
"Ever seen a black man blush?" ~ co-worker.
Yeah that just about describes how I felt the other day when, my single status was brought into question.

So while checking out one of my favorite blogs: Anomaly I discover an upcoming blogger event. M'Thinks I shall crash this party.

Hopefully if things with work and life go ok, I will.

Ja Ne

Happy New Years my New York people and to all those that came before us...all the other timezones.................WAIT YOUR TURN. LMAO! ^_^;